Friday, February 8, 2008

Letting Go

How do you deal when you know something is not right, but you want it anyway? When God says no and you are saying yes. I find myself in that situation again. I want to be in a relationship, I want to be married, but God does not have that in His plan for me right now. Honestly, this is what happened when I did get married. God said not yet, but I just could not wait. This is serious lack of Faith on my part, I did not trust God's plan and took it upon myself to show Him mine. God knew my future, my heartache, my struggles long before I ever did. He wanted to spare me the pain. That's the thing, when God says no it is not because He does not love us, but the exact opposite, it's because of how much He does love us. He wants the best for us. His ways are best! Yet, still my flesh is weak, my heart is lonely. I know it is sad to say Jesus is not enough, so I have to work on being content as I am and let Jesus fill my heart to overflowing, so if He ever will's me to be married I will be full of His love to share. Waiting is really hard though!!! -Becky


Anonymous said...

Sorry Becky. This is so true though and I can relate it to what we are going through right now.

Becky R said...

I was thing of you (wife to the rockstar) also when I wrote this. I love you! -B