Free Fruit

My mom & Scott just dropped by to drop off some fruit. That was very nice of them and we love fruit, but I was not in any mood to be hospitable. Now that is the exact opposite of what I want my home to be. I want my home to be warm and inviting. I want people to feel welcome and peaceful here. Because it is a mess though I feel embarrassed to have people over. Also my mood was far from calm and peaceful. Also whenever my mom is over we each try to convince her of the other's wrongdoings. Weird, I know. It's like I need someone on my side or something. But so do my boys. AHHHHH!!!
I feel like I am going crazy. I am very emotional today. I still feel half asleep, plus my stomach hurts (which I think is from stress.)

Yes, once again I am a big baby. Sorry about all the whining.

-Becky