I already have everything I need

I was seriously in a state of pity today. I was wishing that I had a husband to take care of me and help me grieve. I was thinking if only I had someone to help me. Well, God almost hit me over the head with the reminder of the great support system I already have. I was sitting outside a friend's as she is having a writing class this summer for the kids. Many other friends of mine were there with their kids as well. I didn't want to go inside because I was so sad and didn't want to have to answer any questions about my feelings or my brother. But after 45 min. sitting in the car I was so overwhelmed with God reminding me that I already have so many to help me through, some of whom were inside the house right now. So I went in and sat and talked and didn't talk, and thankfully no one asked me anything about my brother. At one point a friend just grabbed my hand, that was so helpful. No words, just love. I did share a bit about Eric when I wanted, which was so nice.
So again I am so thankful that I already have the support I need in my family and friends.

I still am sad, but reminded that I am not alone. I know I am loved and can literally feel that in the kind words, gestures, and prayers of others.

-Becky